stupidity

i hate being pushed to be someone or do something that i do not wnat to , i am being guilted to live with my mom and pushes to live with my dad at the moment i live with my aunt and my cousin, dont get me wrong me and morgan are tight she like my other half but it seems like no one cares what i wnat to do or where i wnat to live, me personally i want to get out of my family entirly and move to the other side of fucking canada!! i just wnat to go far away and never come back,.
When im with my family i cant be me i have to be good and proper but the real me always finds a way out to get me in trouble, oh and if your wondering im a tad bit EMO! i like dark thinks i listen to heavey metal goth music and i love the colour black but i dont care if they dont accept that it really bothers me that they all try to make me eat Meat i hate it its cruel and mean its like killing a person for my own benifiet its just fucking stupid because now a days we can live without it but we choose not to im a vegetairn and i plan to become a Vegan i hate fur and im completly agnist the world and shit! oh and a good site fo this is Peta2.org check it out ! omg did you know that in ALL milk and milk products theres blood and puss yes i said PUSS from untreated wonds on the cows!! and when they are castrated and branded they are not given and pain killers its cruel! im also agint animal teasting and this is the stuff that my family is into theydont see a problem if it gives them better makeup and food thats not nessary this is why i dont like my family i just wnat to crawl under a rock and disapear!they dont support me and what i believe in and they are mean creul and horrible people all of them!! well maby not morgan because she is like my sister and she knows everything about me because i tell her so she sorta knows what im going through! well sorry for the spelling mistakes bye till another day !!